Something changes the moment you decide you’ve found a person you are ready to reveal parts of your soul to…

No matter what happens, or what the conclusion of that moment with that person is, we are all better off for having lived through these moments. I love this quote:

Something changes the moment you decide you’ve found a person you are ready to reveal parts of your soul to. Something stands out and makes the moment unique. A profound multidimensional clarity resembling a piece of carefully gathered stardust; As if you are whispering “finally” and your eyes fill with light and spontaneity. As if you do not care whether your heart will melt or crumble in the process because your brief courage undoes your tremendous fear of disbelief. You live for these moments; For you are, maybe for one second or more, sweetly forced to surrender yourself to unconditional intimacy. A moment of psychological reward smashing all self-imposed disciplines founded on terror. This is all you need.

~ Anais Nin 

Sam Smith – The Next Michael Buble

I’m not moved easily by too many R&B singers. I love R&B, but so many of them sound alike. I actually have always really liked Michael Buble. His voice is amazing and he’s personable.

However, there’s a new voice on the block and it belongs to Sam Smith. Just… listen.

Yes, I have tried to sing his songs and I cannot come even close to his range. It’s literally unbelievable.

He is a solo artist and is also on some songs with Disclosure. I suggest looking him up and keeping an eye on this rising star. He’s only 21!

Being Present For The Boston Marathon

Last March, I was standing at my desk in Boulder, Colorado when I heard the Boston Marathon bombings had occurred. I couldn’t believe it. I was heart broken, frightened and had to call and email every person I knew and cared about back home to make sure they were alright, that they weren’t running, they weren’t watching, they weren’t hurt. As the days went by and the manhunt continued, I’d choke back tears every morning as I watched the news about the survivors, the witnesses and the city grieving, seeking revenge and coming to grips with what happened.

I wanted to be there so badly. I had been to many marathons. I’ve watched people I cared deeply for cross that finish-line after the hardest months of training in their life. I pictured myself there every single day for a while after the attacks.

This year I am committed to going and watching the Boston Marathon. I’m here in Massachusetts, there’s no reason for me not to go. No matter what I do, where I am, I’ll be present and mindful on the next Boston Marathon Day. I’ve never felt more connected to my home than that day.

Music Obsession – Chvrches Covers Arctic Monkeys “Do I Wanna Know?”

I still try to share as much good music that I discover as possible, yet Facebook can be kind of a bitch with it’s algorithm and what it actually winds up showing friends. So, I figured I’d just post this latest video/song that I’m obsessed with. Actually, I discovered Chvrches just before I left Boulder and they really were a great band to listen to while driving cross country. I love the lead singer’s voice.

I’m About To Drive To The Ocean…

So, I made it. I’m back on the East Coast. My place of origin. It was strange to just drive for so many miles and to come to the places where you began a long time ago. The unfamiliar starts to become familiar. For a second it’s new, then it you realize afterwards that it’s all the same, in some way. It isn’t the world and our surroundings that change so much, it’s us that change constantly.

I just drove until I couldn’t drive East anymore. I can still go up or down the coast, but it’s a good boundary to hit the ocean and know that’s it… it’s time to stop for a little while.

 

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Update from the Road – What Up Brooklyn?!?!

Look at that! Over 3,000 miles. Had to make a pit-stop in Brooklyn a couple days longer than expected because of this nasty snow storm in the North East, however, there are worse places to stay than with your best friends from Colorado who relocated to NYC for a job. Our dogs are so psyched to see each other again.

Next stop, Worcester/Boston!

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Chicago Is Familiar

“Think you’re escaping and run into yourself. Longest way round is the shortest way home.”
― James Joyce, Ulysses

Lots of driving. Lots of thinking. I’m well past the point of being sick of myself. It’s as if I’ve listened to every single song on my Spotify playlists (if you’re a Spotify user and reading this and want to make me a new playlist, I’d love that), I’ve thought through every scenario leading up to the past few months and have nothing left to say about it to myself or anyone else. It’s just me and the road.

My friends Jenn and Mark in Chicago have been amazingly generous to me over the years that we’ve known each other. They’ve always opened up their home to me, cooked me amazing food, listened to me talk nonsense in circles and call me on my bullshit when needed. So when they suggested I make a layover in Chicago it was an easy choice to accept. Since getting here I’ve slept better than I’ve slept in the past month, by far. My dog is happy to be here too – lots of toys and two Greyhounds that have no idea what to do with his energy.

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I’ve also gone downtown and wandered a bit, remembering what it felt like to be in Chicago in the various stages of my life. I came here first a long time ago when I was interviewing with a wind energy company. I was hoping to move here. I also wasn’t sure if my girlfriend at the time was going to move with me or not, however she was supportive in me pursuing it, so I came out here with an open heart. I didn’t get the job, but I never forgot about Chicago. I came back many times when I was living in Madison, WI as well, for music, food and general big city shenanigans. I was in a different stage in my life then compared to when I first came here. Recently single, wide-eyed to life’s new possibilities and not quite grounded anywhere. Seems like things have come full circle because I’m pretty much in the same situation now.

Chicago always has a calming effect on me. It’s the only city besides Boston where I feel completely at home. It’s always felt that way to me. It’s nice to have a centering and grounding experience mid-way on a road trip.

Tomorrow I hit the road and continue East. I’ll stop in NYC for a bit, then get up to Massachusetts and see about a few potential opportunities that have been presented to me. I’m excited to walk into them with an open heart and mind. Absolutely everything will be considered as a valid option at this point. As long as it serves me and gives me an opportunity to serve those around me, I am going to give it my attention.